Feed the tube.  It seems my mission in life at this point is feed the tube.  I am able to eat some stuff.  But not enough so feed the tube has taken on a new priority.  I have 4 weeks left.  I am still able to swallow and drink.  The roughest part of the day is first thing in the morning.  My throat is so dry that I have to really lubricate it!  But it is responding at this point.  Yesterday day I had sausage and gravy and this morning I had sausage, gravy and eggs.  But now feeding the tube again at noon.  It does a number on my stomach and the only pills that are working are the ones that knock me out.  So for the last couple of days, I feed the tube, take a pill and sleep.  Not sure how I will handle this for four weeks, but Rocky has told me I will get to the end. 
Lucille keeps fixing meals that I don't eat.  But being the supporting spouse that she is, the meals keep on coming.  The meals are becoming more liquid although I still want to something semi solid to chew.  But I'm sure the total liquids are coming.  The metal taste I had early on is starting to come back so will be dealing with that issue for the balance of the treatment. 
The good news is that in 20 more treatments, I will be finished and able to start the total road to recovery.  I thank God that I have been able to get this far as I know I could not have done it by myself.  With your prayers and God's broad back I will get through this.  Thanks again to each of you for your prayers and support.  Later....
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